It’s hard to do some things on your own. Let go and let God have his way. He is truly in control. Proverbs 3:5-6 (NIV) 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.  

Trust in the LORD and know that he is working on your behalf right now. Proverbs 3:5-6 5. Trust in the LORD with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding. 6. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths.